Testimonies

 

MMFC Weekend #55: Allens Park, CO Jan 6-8, 2009

Tyler (#55 – Colorado)

Jeremy (pastor - #55 Colorado)

Dave (missionary - #55 Colorado)

Clyde (pastor #55 Colorado)

Steve (pastor #55—Colorado)

Andre (#55—Colorado)

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1. I received the gift of FAITH and ENCOURAGEMENT and assurance in my Christianity. I will tell; once a man deals with his INSIDE (heart) then his outside lines itself up with the will and plan of the Lord. In short, I will encourage them that our outside frame is determined by our inside flame.

Henry (Vihiga, Kenya)

2. I have been changed to be holy man!

Willis (Nakuru, Kenya)

3. I am a changed man. I am ready to serve the Lord by co-creating a peaceful world through love and concerned to the lost, as I follow His footsteps.

Pastor Timothy (Kaiberi, Nairobi, Kenya)

4. I had wounds in my heart, but JESUS has healed me. I have freedom!

Solomon (Matunda, Kenya)

5. I am a different man now; for I feel all the broken wounds which I came with are healed and I feel the peace of God in me.

Josphat (Nakuru, Kenya)

6. The gift that I received was; love and peace.

Patrick (pastor from Vihiga, Kenya)

7. I have changed my attitude towards myself and other people; even my perception and built trust in God and my brothers. The Marked Men For Christ conference is a ministry that God has raised to empower men until they discover their role and potential in their families and environment around them.

Pastor Phillip (Eldoret, Kenya)

8. Thanks for the good job that you did in the Marked Men conference (Phase 1 and 2), I was really blessed not only that but my life has changed ,the fear that I had is gone and I feel fresh and new.

Evans (Kenya)

9. Greetings in Jesus' Name. It was nice to have you minister to us. The (MMFC) conference really changed my life. I tell you am no longer the same. My wife has seen something different and I thank God. You are a blessing to us here. I am sure you are on your way home. Blessings.

Pastor Henry (Nakuru, Kenya)

10. The meeting (MMFC Phase 1 & 2) you organized for us was a wonderful. It wasn’t an ordinary meeting but one of a kind. I was motivated and my vision to serve God was shaped and I feel that I am living right. May our good God bless you as the vision bearer of the marked men for Christ assist and enlarge your territories. Greet all your staff whom you came with (Kenya). Thank you --yours in his service

Pastor Eliasaro (Matundo, Kenya)

11. I’m a different man by knowing that Christ took all my wounds. I’m not supposed to suffer anymore but, to trust in HIM and reduce myself and let HIM increase in me. So, I will tell others how I was accepted by the marked men for Christ brothers. How the love was expressed (via) brotherhood and how I have come to realize that my Jesus Christ was also wounded.

Emmanuel (Nakuru, Kenya)

12. I am transformed into a born again Christian! Marked Man For Christ can change your life and show you the direction to God. There is LIFE in Jesus Christ!

Elisha (Nakuru, Kenya)

13. I have realized, my five wounds used to hinder my gifts from God. I have dealt with those wounds and allowed Jesus into my heart. ( MMFC) It leads to healing and holiness of man. When you attend such a conference (Phase 1) you will never remain the same.

Kennedy (Eldoret, Kenya)

14. I re-discovered myself. I realized that I was not what I thought I was because of the mask on my face. Now, the LORD has unmasked me and revealed the wounds I had inside of me. I am now healed an refreshed. I surrender all and am now healed an free! GLORY TO GOD!

John (Eldoret, Kenya)

15. I have received healing; I’m transformed because I now have courage to speak before a crowd which I couldn’t do before. I have received JESUS into my heart and I fell blessed!

Alexander (Lusiola, Kenya)

16. I received the gift of Spiritual nourishment and inner healing. My burdens that blocked my joy have been rolled away by Christ through the power of the Holy Spirit!

Pastor Leonard (Kitale, Kenya)

17. It (MMFC Phase 1 experience) was a success; really fantastic and marvelous! It has increased my faith and hope in Jesus Christ.

Franklin (Vihiga, Kenya)

18. I now understand my role as a man who shall be standing on God’s planet to perform and fulfill God’s purposes in my life. I will share my personal experience of the healing and the power of Christ, which has indeed healed my wounds.

Richard (Vihiga, Kenya)

19. Greetings in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Thank you for the help you gave to me. For the first time in my life I felt worthy as a man. Remember there is a great impact you left in my life. I will be working out my wounds. We will begin our soul group on Sunday after service. Everyone in the group is so happy; there is a big difference in their families. I thank God (Baba) for you and the team. Continue to pray for us.

Pastor Solomon (Nakuru, Kenya)

20. I am a different man. I have gone deep through the five wounds of the cross and by the power of God, dealt with them replacing them with the gifts of God. I am a new and changed man.

Pastor Evans (Nairobi, Kenya)

 

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I'd like to say thank you very much for a wonderful life changing event. It has been a few weeks and my heart has changed beyond what I thought possible, but again with Christ, anything is possible. My wife would also like to express her gratitude as she got a new husband Sunday night. It was exciting to see lives change from young brand new Christians to seasoned leadership right before my eyes. I have returned to Pagosa Springs with a passion for men and a mission to see every guy I know experience Marked Men For Christ. A special thank you to the staff who created a safe place to open our hearts and remove a lot of "crud" and replace with Christ. May God continue to bless this movement.
Richard (Westcliffe, CO Weekend #48)

 

 

Shock and Awe!  Amazement!  He (Jesus) showed me what I was longing for and HE started to heal me!  Overall, draining but, a great experience because GOD just showed me everything that I needed.

Dan (Westcliffe, CO Weekend #48)

 

 

FREEDOM!  Renewal of who HE is and who I am in HIM!  This weekend will be a spiritual maker in my life that will always remind me to LIVE OUT the mark put on me by GOD, though Jesus Christ my Lord.

Dan “Clutch” (Westcliffe, CO Weekend #48)

 

 

A life changing experience!  Significant growth; a re-dedication and cleansing.

Richard (Westcliffe, CO Weekend #48)

 

Amazed at the way the Holy Spirit moved in my life!  Something every man needs, even if he doesn’t know it.

Miquel (Westcliffe, CO Weekend #48)

 

Through MMFC ministry, the Holy Spirit revealed to me by biggest stronghold that keeps me from having more victory for “The Kingdom (of God).”  I feel equipped!

Chris (Westcliffe, CO Weekend #48)

 

 

 

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The (MMFC) weekend is one of the most life-changing experiences I’ve ever had in getting cleaned out so that I can serve GOD to a fuller, more honest, and holier capacity!

Tim (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

 

Allowed me to open my heart and head to the understanding that I have legitimate wounds that needed healing.  This (MMFC weekend) is a life altering experience” that provided a turning point and new beginning. … was wonderful to have wise men provide God’s words (gifts) to me!

Robert (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

It was a powerful weekend for me…very affirming!

Jim (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

What GOD is doing in my heart right now is comes from the love that was shown to me by my brothers in Christ.  There are no words to describe the JOY of being loved by another!

Jack (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

(MMFC weekend) Provides an excellent opportunity for Christian fellowship; dealing with the real issues men experience.

Joseph (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

 

(MMFC weekend) A way to breakthrough some bad habits of thinking and renew your commitment to Christ.

Keith (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

 

YOU’VE got to be there!  It is the greatest feeling on earth (MMFC weekend).

Elijah (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

I am so happy that JESUS used this weekend to change me for the better.

Alex (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

LOVING and FORGIVING! Jesus opens me and I poured out the junk.

George (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

WOW – He spoke to my heart.  HE touched me in my brokenness.

Dale (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

I would tell my friends that there are certainly pieces that they won’t appreciate, but if they approach the weekend without skepticism and with openness; there are certainly some very significant encounters you will have with JESUS and HIS healing.

Thomas (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

It is a time of TRUTH with yourself; helped by other men who will do the same thing.  The presence of the Holy Spirit was strong.

John (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

An incredible experience!  This is not your warm and fluffy weekend. BE READY!

Scott (Bailey, CO Weekend #47)

 

 

 

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My husband just attended your last MMFC weekend in Washington. All I can

say is thank you. I have never seen him this way. He is truly transformed. We have been separated for the last six months and have two little boys. I have been praying for him to find Godly men that could lead him to Jesus Christ. God is healing wounds that I never thought he would let go of. I am so excited to see what God has in store for him. I believe he will be a mighty man of God! From the bottom of my heart, Thank You!

(Wife of a man participating) Seattle weekend #46

Jesus opened my heart this weekend to see the pain from my past in a Healthy Way; to embrace it and grow from it towards a committed walk with HIM (Jesus)!  I know that it is my job to go home and let God’s love shine in my life!

Pat (Seattle #46)

 

 

It is time to give GOD the opportunity to work in the deep place of your life... very powerful!  (MMFC) Encouraging, healing, & refreshing.  God walked with me in a very real way and HE told me I was His child!

David (Seattle #46)

 

This experience (MMFC) is one I believe EVERY MAN of Christ should go through.

Ken (Seattle #46)

 

HAPPY!  I feel that I was a part of a brotherhood with the sole purpose of living our lives for CHRIST!

Jeff (Seattle #46)

 

This (MMFC) is a LIFE CHANGING and AWESOME experience like no other.  If you are searching or may feel that something is missing...this is the place!

Michael (Seattle #46)

 

Extremely powerful and deep.

Stew (Seattle #46)

 

I saw JESUS through the wounds, brokenness and healing of my brothers.  HE gave me the resolve I need to get my life back on the track that HE wants me to follow!

Joe (Seattle #46)

 

Jeff (Seattle #46)

 

 

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GOD helped me bring together the things I love about masculinity with Christianity.  The church has feminized men and I believe Jesus wants HIS men to embrace their emotions as well as their assertiveness, strength, boldness, etc.  And, to lead with their HEARTS even in the church!

Dave (#45 May’08)

 

God was able to penetrate my hard heart. The things I held back and kept protected. HE touched, ever so gently. I protected my soft spots with fear and anger. In the safety of brothers who were willing to be vulnerable, I too was able to be vulnerable to the Holy Spirit. And HE did not disappoint!

Andrew (#45 May ’08)

 

Truly an amazing experience and my heart was exposed!  I have a purpose and gift that I will use for Christ.  God showed me some deep wounds of many years; then healed me deep in my heart.  God healed my anger and showed me how to turn that over to Him. 

Kevin (#45 May ’08)

 

I got a family of brothers to walk beside me in my journey to wholeness!

Dave (#45 May ’08)

 

Awakened me that I am not alone on this earth.  Christ forgives me and is always with me and HE has a purpose for me (to share His message to “love one another”)!

Bob (#45 May ’08)

 

God opened my heart and taught me to love myself, others, and HIM with more truth.

David (#45 May ’08)

 

God released me from the fear that has kept me from y my vocation.  He has liberated me from the hunger that keeps me from living as Christ created me to be.

Ed (#45 May ’08)

 

Demonstrated the LOVE and POWER of GOD through the power and presence of His Holy Spirit!

Larry (#45 May ’08)

 

He (God) showed me that I am a MAN!  He showed me that I am connected it a real way to my brothers.  The light of Christ my brothers saw in me; reaffirmed me in the work God is doing!

Craig (#45 May ’08)

 

God opened my heart and soul and took me on a journey inside and touched my wounds.  He put HIS healing power on them and embraced me as a son. God filled those wounds with His gifts of love and His Spirit.  He showed me how to identify with Christ and His wounds.  He gave me a brotherhood of men, Marked Men for Christ!

Marty (#45 May ’08)

 

God renewed my desire to strive for holiness and to strive to be the best man that I can be for Christ! He gave me insight into what lies ahead...

Tim (#45 May ’08)

 

I’m glad I stayed (versus leaving).  My heart has been re-opened to God through this ministry.

Bob (#45 May ’08)

 

God spoke to me through the 35 other men, who each experienced the same opportunities. He has provided the message of forgiveness, the power of healing for the previous faults, mistakes and sins. God has also instilled the instructions to courageously live my life with HIM and for HIM!

Jon (#45 May ’08)

 

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Intense. Hard. WOW! I did not know my wounds were so DEEP. The healing has begun. A gift from GOD!

Scott (#44 Indiana April’08)

 

It is the GREATEST thing to have a place for men to open up to one anther without judgment. MMFC weekend was the MOST POWERFUL spiritual experience with JESUS that I have ever had!  I have never felt God’s grace like I have (on this weekend)!

Joe (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

My MMFC weekend; had a super connection with Godly, service oriented men.  Friend, if you want to remove some baggage, lighten your load and have JESUS pull you closer and feel HIS presence this is the experience of a LIFETIME!!

Robert (#44 Indiana April’08)

 

It was an awesome experience. I did not expect the activities or drills to be able to penetrate so deep.  CHRIST healed sadness, shame, anger and some deceit.  It’s (MMFC) an experience like no other.  It will affect you emotionally, spiritually and physically.  If your open and need change in your life, you need to be here.  Most importantly, don’t hold back.

Brian (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

MMFC is a definite LIFE CHANGING experience; HE (Jesus) gave me peace and the power to live a new and transformed life, by following in HIS word!  This is the BEST 44-hours you could ever invest in your life!

Adam (#44 Indiana April’08)

 

MMFC is something EVERY MAN needs to heal and become the man GOD wants them to be.  I believe I was led by Spirit filled men to direct my path and future steps in Christ.

Mark (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

WOW, would never believe that 44-hours would do so much for me! It’s an experiential weekend that will blow your mind. AWESOME!  I HEARD from GOD!

Jeffery (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

Jesus really broke down some major walls from my past.  MMFC is a non-traditional encounter with GOD!

Michael (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

It’s (MMFC weekend) is a great way for you to learn more about what GOD has given you in gifts and how you can use them to create a revised sense of love, freedom and hope.

Dale (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

My (MMFC weekend) was a life altering, mind-opening, spiritual renewal.  I am in awe from the way it felt to open up to my brothers in a safe place.

Brian (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

Positive!  Incredibly positive!  You gotta do this man. I can’t tell you too much, but you gotta go.  It’ll change you DUDE!

Michael (#44 Indiana April ’08)

 

 

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GOD showed His LOVE for me thru Marked Men for Christ!

Joel

God led me to a place of acceptance and joyful freedom this weekend. HE confirmed my sense of vocation in a BIG way!

Ryan

I was able to release anger that I had held on to for many years.  This was a safe and caring place. This is what I came for, AWESOME and uplifting!

Bruce

 

Renewed my heart; opened my wounds and healed (them)!

Thomas

 

LIFE CHANGING! MMFC weekend has given me COURAGE to face all issues head-on!  Helped me remove the spirit of fear and replace it with God’s Holy Spirit of power and courage!

Bensley

 

GOD renewed my COURAGE, PASSION and PURPOSE!  HE answered my prayer for a genuine change within.

Roger

 

Our Holy Father set me FREE.  Opened my heart and HEALED ME!  I was very blessed!

Jason

 

HE opened my heart to heal me of my failures and regenerated me to see others as JESUS would like me to do!

Frank

 

HE (God) revitalized my FAITH and gave me a new vision for my life – to be a FISHER OF MEN!  Changed my vision of my life!

Colby

 

My MMFC weekend, allowed me to surrender my pain and trust in HIM (God) more!

Jerry

 

I deeply desire wise, older men to be a part of my life. On Sunday, they spoke wisdom of the Holy Spirit!

Shawn

 

Opened my heart to receive God’s forgiveness, shoed me that the Holy Spirit does come to those who ask!

Rich

 

The Lord placed questions on my heart and held me close to HIM as I emptied my cup(s) of shame and sadness. HE has already begun to refill me with HIS LOVE!

Mike

 

MMFC weekend; helped me to understand and accept forgiveness (from God).

Aaron #1500

 

 

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WOW!!!  This has been an overwhelming experience.  This weekend has helped me transition from the slave with one talent buried to the save with two of five talents who does something with the blessing given to me by God (Matthew 25).  It is an experience developed by Christian men for Christian men. The MMFC weekend will help you knock down the barriers standing between you and a closer personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

EJ – “the U.S. Marine” (Wknd #42)

Please don’t change a thing...I am so grateful that obedient men recognized the need for this ministry and are helping to fulfill it.  AWESOME!  If you want a life changing event in you r life, go to a MMFC weekend with an open mind and open heart.  You will not be disappointed.  You have to come and experience GOD in this unique ministry.

Jim (Wknd #42)

 

 

POWERFUL. REVOULIONARY. Spiritually invigorating!  I have chills down my back when I think of the journey I made (in 44-hours).

Eric (Wknd #42)

Andy (Wknd #42)

 

OUSTANDING!  Amazing!  Speechless!  ...something every Christian man needs to do!

Josiah (Wknd #42)

 

It is a life changing experience!  JESUS is real and HE will never leave you, HE loves you eternally. It (MMFC weekend) is a life changing experience and you’ll come back with wisdom and understanding to your life mission.

Steve (Wknd #42)

 

Simply AWESOME!  He (Jesus) took all of my past shame, sins and removed them from my heart and mind.  It (MMFC) is a must for ALL men – especially Christians.

Timothy (Wknd #42)

 

AWESOME!  I lost some anger and fear and filled some of that empty space with peace and hope. It is a life changing weekend!

Marcus (Wknd #42)

 

Very Good!  The “Sunday man” is very different than the “Friday man”... the man leaving here (the MMFC weekend) is marked!

Gerry (Wknd #42)

 

I feel different, even when I look in the mirror...the KID within me came out again to worship GOD!

Ruben (Wknd #42)

 

 

 

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WOW!!!  This has been an overwhelming experience.  This weekend has helped me transition from the slave with one talent buried to the save with two of five talents who does something with the blessing given to me by God (Matthew 25).  It is an experience developed by Christian men for Christian men. The MMFC weekend will help you knock down the barriers standing between you and a closer personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

EJ – “the U.S. Marine” (Wknd #42)

Please don’t change a thing...I am so grateful that obedient men recognized the need for this ministry and are helping to fulfill it.  AWESOME!  If you want a life changing event in you r life, go to a MMFC weekend with an open mind and open heart.  You will not be disappointed.  You have to come and experience GOD in this unique ministry.

Jim (Wknd #42)

 

 

POWERFUL. REVOULIONARY. Spiritually invigorating!  I have chills down my back when I think of the journey I made (in 44-hours).

Eric (Wknd #42)

Andy (Wknd #42)

 

OUSTANDING!  Amazing!  Speechless!  ...something every Christian man needs to do!

Josiah (Wknd #42)

 

It is a life changing experience!  JESUS is real and HE will never leave you, HE loves you eternally. It (MMFC weekend) is a life changing experience and you’ll come back with wisdom and understanding to your life mission.

Steve (Wknd #42)

 

Simply AWESOME!  He (Jesus) took all of my past shame, sins and removed them from my heart and mind.  It (MMFC) is a must for ALL men – especially Christians.

Timothy (Wknd #42)

 

AWESOME!  I lost some anger and fear and filled some of that empty space with peace and hope. It is a life changing weekend!

Marcus (Wknd #42)

 

Very Good!  The “Sunday man” is very different than the “Friday man”... the man leaving here (the MMFC weekend) is marked!

Gerry (Wknd #42)

 

I feel different, even when I look in the mirror...the KID within me came out again to worship GOD!

Ruben (Wknd #42)

 

 

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THANK YOU JESUS!  I was the most intense weekend I’ve EVER been apart of.  I now understand myself and JESUS’ purpose for my life!

Steve (#40 Indianapolis)

 

I am overwhelmed.  I truly feel like a new man!  I feel like I have just awaken from a very long nap, and I can’t really remember what was going on before that nap.  Simply LIFE CHANGING!  Today, I walked out of here standing tall.  This (MMFC Weekend) is where I felt God’s love just pouring down on me.  I realize again that I was and am important to Him.  I t was a ground breaking experience.  I can’t wait to invite others to experience this kind of love!

Josh (#40 Indianapolis)

 

Jesus gave me back my hope that HE really loves me and wants me to use the talents He has given to me for His service.  MMFC weekend is an experiential weekend which allows men to search their hearts and see themselves for who they really are.  Take this insight to Christ for Him to heal.  Then, take the healed hearts and find God’s purpose for their lives.

Donald  (#40 Indianapolis)

 

Restored my confidence, that I am holy, loved, forgiven and strong!  Jesus filled me with (His) strength, power and a confirmation of His forgiveness.

David (#40 Indianapolis)

 

AWESOME! It was a life changing weekend!  I was able to identify areas of my life which I found were harmful to me and those I love.  I was able to replace that with the love of Christ!

Mike (#40 Indianapolis)

 

MMFC is an experience like none you will ever have experienced.  Not only is it an opportunity to get closer to God it is a weekend that will change your heart!

Mark (#40 Indianapolis)

 

It (MMFC weekend) is a MUST for every man that wants a closer more intimate relationship with Jesus Christ the Son of the living God The fellowship and relationship building and connecting with other men who love Christ; and who are struggling (5-wounds) just like I am – this was such a blessing.  .

Gaines (#40 Indianapolis)

POWERULLY IMPACTFUL!  Hard work, but GREATER REWARD!  HE has moved me in a new direction!

David (#40 Indianapolis)

 

Randy  (#40 Indianapolis)

 

These 44-hours (MMFC weekend) were life changing.  God got deep into my heart and helped me deal with issues and struggles, some of which I didn’t ever realize were affecting my so strongly.  Intense; necessary; deep and loving.

David  (#40 Indianapolis)

 

 

 

 

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I am on FIRE with the love of Christ!  I felt the Holy Spirit this weekend and what a beautiful feeling!

James (#39)

 

The Holy Spirit moved more than ever before.  I am typically no a man of few words but it was totally evident that the work being done was all the Holy Spirit’s and to watch what HE did was unbelievable!  I want to do it again!

Kelly (#39)

 

Nothing short of miraculous.  I was emptied of ALL cancerous emotions as the wounds were exposed and opened.  AWESOME, exhilarating and inspirational beyond words!

Robert (#39)

 

 

I feel like a new man!  It is like I wasn’t truly “born again” until my (MMFC) experience!

Aaron (#39)

 

I saw firsthand (on my MMFC weekend) the healing power of Christ and it took me back 5-years when Christ so profoundly healed me!

Matt (#39)

 

I have open up my heart much more to Christ, and want HIM to give me a new heart – in Christ!  The (individual) mission statement is a great think to take away with us.

(Craig #39)

 

Christ and his men have pulled me through to a whole different level.  There is much more to come! What can I say?  It (MMFC weekend) was powerful, peaceful, empowering, forgiving, and so much more!

Mark (#39)

 

God’s Holy Spirit touched every person in my group.  I cried and continued to do so all day.  (It was) Most beautiful experience of my life.

Jeremiah (#39)

 

(MMFC weekend) reminds me of a Holy weekend from the human suffering of Christ on the cross to the resurrection – death is slayed!

Joe (#39)

 

This weekend was the first step in the rest of our journey as men marked for Christ.  I'm really excited. With that comforting thought I drove toward home knowing I could confront my deceit with confidence. (Now, I can honestly say that there were not many times in the past where I realize that I could not and should not confront this issue with my wife.  I believe that these things need to happen on God's timing, not on ours lest we make the same mistake Sarah made by giving her maid-servant to her husband) As I drove into my garage, I was praying that God would give me the words to say to my wife.  After you guys had prayed for me on Saturday morning following my return from talking to Scott, I began to feel a lessening of my burden.   On reaching my house, that burden tried to return, but somehow ,as each wave of fear emerged, a comforting thought flooded in to counter its thrust.  The comfort came in the realization that, Jesus can ONLY work in the light.  Light is TRUTH. I had to expose the truth of my deceit in order for Jesus to have the freedom to bring His healing. Initially, there may be chaos when the light comes on and the rats and roaches scurry for cover. But then, the consistency of the light brings warmth to everything it touches. (Now, don't' misunderstand, all this was happening at the heart level.  Mentally, I was just sitting in the bleachers, a bit wary, wondering if what my heart was experiencing was going to actually play out, What if it didn't.  What if this time was not the RIGHT time.).  I assembled my wife, my daughter, my mother-in-law and my brother-in-law on the couch in our family room.  My brother-in-law and mother-in-law have been two people my wife has been able to go to during our marriage for sanity checks when the pain of a husband who didn't love her got too great.  They both needed to hear what I had to say, since they must have been a big part of our lives and often must have been confused as to what Rita spoke to them, about me, and the way it was so different from the 'face -mask' that they saw me wear.  They needed to know that Rita was right and that my mask had hidden the ugly truth of my deceit. 

 

 I first told them all of the vividness of the realization that I was deceiving her all these years, and that up to this very moment I had been deceiving my entire family.  I claimed to love my wife but in actuality had pulled my love from her months prior to our wedding because I perceived her to be less intellectual than I, immature in both thought and emotional development, and not worthy of my elevated position.   Again, this was at my heart level.  It wouldn't have taken a mental giant to realize intellectually that I was a legend in my mind. And that I was too self-absorbed to face this fact.  I was a coward who couldn't deal with the possibility of being rejected by a woman who may not want what I had to give.  Last Friday night and during the wee hours of Saturday morning before sun up, God showed me one vivid vision after another of how untrue my marital views were and who Rita actually was.  She is a woman who is struggling mightily to 'rest in Jesus'.  Who is working on her woundedness and seeking healing through a relationship with Jesus.  Jesus was pointing His finger at me and asking my 'Why' I was working at cross purposes at this. He asked me 'Who' I thought I was to treat His daughter in this way.  He would deal with any problems she may have; I was to be concerned with the cinder in my own eye. I was convicted, brothers, totally convicted. 

 

 What was amazing, though, was Jesus' response to my fear that what I had done was too awful to be dealt with.  He forgave me and, what is more important, told me that He would take care of His daughter, Rita.  He told me that He is a protector and a comforter. 

 

 

 

The four of my family sat with a mixture of tears and aw as I spoke these words.  My wife was crying when I knelt down before her and told her that with God's help, I would become the man who will give her the love that she deserves. (Even as I said these words, a voice in the back of my head chided that I wouldn't be able to carry this out)  I knelt before my daughter and apologized to her for driving her mother to the point of despair at which time she took her resultant anger out on my daughter and that I was the cause of my daughter's pain more so than her mother.  I promised my daughter that I would become the father that also protects and comforts.  I knelt before my brother-in-law and apologized for the self-righteous way I had treated him in the past.  That his homosexuality was no worse than the deceitful way I had treated his sister over the course of our marriage.  I promised that I would treat him as any other gift from God that I have.  I knelt before my mother-in-law and asked her forgiveness for treating her daughter as I have and for treating her son as I have.  I promised that I would be the son-in-law that God wants her to have.

 

 When it was all over, there were hugs all-around.  My wife told me that she knew I didn't love her the way a husband should.  That she was thankful that I finally knew it too.  Go figure.  Women are so confusing to me.

 

 Now, brothers, I need your prayers to give me the strength to fulfill my promises.  I am weak.  It is one thing to have an emotional moment on an afternoon following a weekend like we all shared.  It is quite another to walk the talk day in and day out.  Please keep me in your prayers.  I need them from you guys.  I know your prayers will be effective as we each are seeking God in our lives.  'The prayer of a righteous man..' You know the verse.  I know you guys are all righteous because we all have a Lord in our spirit who judges the heart and not the flesh.  You guys went places in your heart where Jesus is more than anxious to heal.

 

 You know, the most amazing thing that came from this weekend for me is that Jesus is a healer and protector and comforter.  I am not responsible for what my wife FEELS.  I am ONLY responsible for loving my wife as Jesus loves His church.  If I do that, He will take care of the rest.  Be encouraged brothers as I am.  Gods timing is impeccable.  This weekend was our time.

 

Jay

 

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AMAZING and liberating!  Even though I thought my walk in Christ was pretty strong, I soon realized that there were still obstacles between me and God.  Indescribable joy!  The only way to explain (MMFC weekend) is that it is profoundly deep, completely guided by the Holy Spirit and life changing!

Tom (#38)

 

(MMFC Weekend) Phenomenal way to grow in my personal relationship with the eternal God, king and Creator of the Universe!

John (#38)

 

AMAZED!  I confronted things in my life I had entirely avoided or tried to ignore for 50-years.  For the fist time in my life, I was emptied completely and filled with the grace and peace of the Holy Spirit!

Marc (#38)

 

Jesus allowed me to dive keep into my heart and find where I was hurting the most.  I never realized some of the pain I was holding in there – mostly because, I had done such a good job for so many years telling myself that everything is fine.  This (MMFC) weekend will give you the opportunity to let go of everything that you know come s back to your mind and heart over and over.  And, the best part is how JESUS will start to heal those wounds.

Matthew (#38)

 

This is a new beginning for me!  I have a lot to work on and this is an initial step. I really almost did not come-but on the Thursday morning God spoke to me and said; “Come for Me.”  I came and I’ve found a little more of Him for this journey.

David (#38)

 

Jesus showed me the importance of making Him the center. I understand and what I need and what I‘ve been holding back.  Step out of your comfort zone and face the challenges inside that block the power of the Holy Spirit (by attending a MMFC weekend)!

Jake (#38)

 

I have been given the grace to courageously take the first step o living without fear, and in my work that is going to help me save souls for CHRIST!

Christopher (#38)

 

A life giving experience!

David (#38)

 

A must for all Christian men looking for a breakthrough in their relationship with Christ.  All men looking to find the true will of Christ in their lives and all men period.  Come with an open heart and mind and watch the Holy Spirit rush in!

James (#38)

 

This weekend (MMFC) was a weekend of self-discovery and rediscovery that led to an honest look at where I am.  A renewed awareness of God’s great love for me and His precious gift.

Bruce (#38)

 

 

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I’ve been a Christian for 30-years and a pastor for 20-years...AMAZING and UNBELIEVEABLE change!  A man is more of man and all should experience a MMFC ministry weekend!

Gary (Pastor, 9/07 – weekend #36)

 

What a phenomenal weekend.  I experienced healing at the level I never dreamed possible.  I came to the weekend all tied up in knots and now I’m FREE!  God called me to attend this MMFC weekend.  I was able to experience a safe environment to share wounds that I have needed healing for many years.

Joe (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

 

It (MMFC weekend) is one of the best things I have ever done in my life.

Anthony (Pastor, 9/07 – weekend #36)

 

 

I was able to release my anger and discover its origin.  In the process I received joy and peace...praise GOD!  The (MMFC weekend) is the best investment of time in my life!

Steve (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

I woke up!  Life changing!

John (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

I came into the weekend, a broken man and angry man.  I left, renewed in the Spirit of God and I began the road to healing.  The (MMFC weekend) is nothing short of a life changing experience. 44-hours of the Holy Spirit moving in me, changing me life!

Mike (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

Intensely graced filled, transforming time that you must experience!

Christian (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

I have been transformed. Anger, lack of trust, selfishness, guilt these are the things that are staying in this mountain.  My cup has been emptied and re-filled with the love and peace of Christ.  For the fist time I’m happy again!  You have to do it. The (Holy) Spirit will meet you and heal you from things that hinder you from being a complete man of God.

Dave (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

Christ changed my life in a more intense way than I could have every imagined!

Paul (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

Jesus wants to heal you, for by His wounds we are healed. But, we forget, suppress, or ignore our wounds. The MMFC weekend cuts through all of that so that we may be free indeed.  Free to be more like Christ!

Shane (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

Today (after my MMFC weekend), I love HIM (Jesus) in a way that I didn’t understand on Friday morning.  His grace, mercy and love are greater than we can comprehend!

Richard  (9/07 – weekend #36)

 

 

 

 

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FANTASTIC!  Very rewarding emotionally and spiritually.  JESUS was really present with me this weekend!  I felt the power of GOD!  (MMFC) An intensely powerful experience filled with grace and healing!

A wonderful experience, one of the MOST SPIRITUAL rewarding I have attended! (MMFC) is a weekend of renewal and Spiritual healing!

I can walk home, at work, in public FREE, BOLD, CONFIDENT and AWARE of CHRIST in me!

BEING STRONG – not being alone anymore.  (MMFC) is a place to open-up your life to; Hope, Dreams, and Breathe; and live again.  A place to get healed equipped and sent out!

MMFC Weekend is a weekend that will change your life if you are OPEN & HONEST!
I got my “mo-jo” back (smile)!

AWESOME, AMAZING, LIFE CHANGING experience (my MMFC weekend)!

GREAT!  It is what I needed; a powerful encounter with JESUS and with encouraging brothers!

Allen

 

 

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May

 

2007 (Bailey, CO)

I was blessed the whole weekend.  My spiritual life has taken a turn for the better, I am back on track!  I am loved and at peace through the work of this weekend.  God called me her this weekend for a specific reason, not by accident, but GOD incident!  A life changing experience that simply must be done!

Jason

 

Great weekend!  Particularly Sunday when God spoke to me on the mountain...!  You should do it (go on a MMFC weekend)...God will reveal HIS purpose.

Rich

 

What a tremendous event!  I so appreciate all the men who volunteered to make the weekend what it was.  My heartfelt thanks to each of you.  My life is changed and it established a bond between my son-in-law and I that is priceless.  God bless you and work you are doing.

Dwight

 

I feel a true transformation, a healing from many hurts – many that I tried to ignore and chose not to deal with.  Renewed STRENGTH, FAITH and TRUST!

Carlos

 

Life changing opportunity for Christian fellowship with some incredible amazing men!  Amazing GRACE and FORGIVENESS...I can be a testimony for the healing power of JESUS CHRIST!

Alex

 

Drew me closer to HIM!  This (MMFC weekend) helped regain my footing in my walk with HIM.  To know the FREEDOM, STRENGTH, COMPASSION and PEACE of the TRINITY!

Robert

 

WOW!  I have been desiring and looking for this for YEARS!!

Rick

 

FANTASTIC!

Michael

 

Changed my LIFE FOREVER!

It (MMFC weekend) catapulted me into deeper levels of my Christianity and it unlocked the doors of darkness I either know about or did not know existed.  Pure JOY!  Revelations into why I act out in the 5-wounds and what the 5-wounds are is most beneficial.  This was work!  And I appreciate it so much. Thank you brothers!

Matthew

 

 

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April

 

2007 (Milford, IN)

"I am so thankful GOD brought me hope to deal with some severe issues.  THANK GOD for this ministry (MMFC)! It (MMFC weekend) is a very intense journey to meet  and deal with what is keeping you from being all you can be for GOD, family and all.

Gary

 

As a CHRISTIAN man YOU need to GO! The release (of my brokenness) was beneficial as we moved through each of the wounds.  Worship was sessions were extremely freeing and joyful!

Wayne

 

I did not have a new experience necessarily...what I had was insight into my past and how there were/are issues in my past that effect my relationship with Christ (today). MMFC has done MORE FOR ME than I could have imagined!

Matt

 

AMAZING!

The Lord guided me in opening up my wounds and searched my soul. HE taught me that through HIM I am truly blessed!  This is an experience like no other! You are given the opportunity to dig deeper than you may never have before, pour out and be replenished (by the Holy Spirit)!

Jonathan

 

Refreshing, uplifting and intense...a real spiritual boot camp!

Bill

 

You have never experienced this kind of weekend before.  Set aside any preconceived notions...and, prepare to have your heart revealed like never before!

Walter

 

Very profound!  A calling out that God has prepared.  (MMFC) is nothing like you’ve ever experienced.  You just have to go!

Kent

 

AWESOME!  It is worth going to find yourself through JESUS!  Incredible.  Eye opening!

God continued to open my “yes” to what HE wants and not what I want....true growth.

Jason

 

POW!  Getting off of the “thought treadmill” to where HE wants to be in my heart. MMFC goes deep, way deep and I plan on letting HIS water replace my muddy waters! It is an adventure (this weekend) to discover who I am in God’s eyes. It is an initiation into a God present manhood.  Coming to grips with all we are in God and through God. A fraternity, a camaraderie and brotherhood never felt before with this many brothers (in Christ)!

Stephen

 

JESUS helped me face some fears and issues that I would have ignored and never have talked about on my own.  It is a powerful weekend that EVERY CHRISTIAN MAN should be part.

Allen

 

Do you want to be a MAN in CHRIST? Do you wonder what MANHOOD as a CHRIST follower looks like? ... Sign up for a Marked Men for Christ weekend!

Chris

 

 

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March

 

2007 (Bailey, CO)

"I am so appreciative of you for the life changing events that happened this weekend.  I truly feel the unconditional love of God and Jesus.  I no longer feel like I have to be in control anymore and can surrender that to God. After this weekend I no longer need that shield of protection. I am feeling so much joy because I finally am free of the bonds that have tied me up for so long.  I definitely am planning on joining a phase 2 (soul group) and look forward to staffing retreats in the near future. I have been to many men’s retreats about this one is the first that has truly set me free."

Keith

 

AWESOME! POWERFUL! To quote Larry the Cucumber; “I laughed, I cried, it moved me, Bob!”  I think the power is the experience with no pre-conceived notions.  I encourage (others) to go on the MMFC weekend--with complete trust and transparency and expect God to work!

Jess

 

Life changing, renewing and affirming interaction with other men of faith!  I was amazed and encouraged at the depth of my experience “on the mountain.”

Tom

 

Very positive; this is an excellent model for leading men to a closer relationship with God.  Great way to renew ones faith!

Oak

 

WOW! I got blessed to the max and healed to the uttermost!

Rudy

 

MMFC is an amazing weekend, where you get away from the business of life and be still before God.  And, HE meets you here.  It is a chance for you to open your soul to His love and presence in ways that you did not think possible.

Jeff

 

CHANGED MY LIFE!  This was one of the most challenging and rewarding experiencing of my life!

Rob

 

HE answered my prayers.  I just react by praising HIM and humbling myself before Him.  A powerful experience to open yourself to hearing the voice of God in your life.  The Holy Spirit was present.  I know this and I praise God, giving Him the glory for answering my prayer.  MMFC pointed me to the true God!

David

 

HE gave me a new energy!  I feel like I am starting a new mission for Him.  I need to be bold for Him in action through myself and my family.  It is hard to write because I feel speechless; I am at a peace which I haven’t felt in a long time.  Thank you for EVERYTHING!

Gabe

 

MADE me a NEW MAN!  HE gave me a bond with my soul group brothers that is STRONG!  HE helped get a new perspective on serving HIM and helping and teaching others.  And, HE made me whole again. This (MMFC) is a life-changing experience.  I HIGHLY recommend you give it a shot!

Patrick

 

 

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March

 

2007 (Pismo Beach, CA)

WOW! A Rite of Passage into manhood as a man of God.  Resurrection- Receiving the gifts from my soul brothers was a tremendous blessing. Submission- Still God was teaching me submission to authority.

-Norm

 

Life changing, soul strengthening experience. 

 -Steve

 

I would probably describe it as an intensive, very structured, very uncomfortable, men’s inner-healing retreat.  It will make you cry, make you happy, make you angry, make you uncomfortable, make you more like Jesus.

-Jeremy

 

Before knowing about this ministry or weekend my prayer (was) I want more of God, less of me; I had no idea.  I needed to empty myself and be filled!! Praise God.  I can finally say my prayers are answered because this is a new day and more to come.  I would say if you are longing and your body is yearning for God, just like the Psalms say! This is life changing, transformation, healing power of God. Encounter God touching the void in your life.  Awesome, healing, God touched me and I know I’ll be okay!

  -Didier

 

You have to experience it.

-John

 

Opened up my Spirit. Go, it will Free you.

 -Michael

 

Fabulous weekend- provided a chance to revisit some things I’ve dealt with. A chance to receive forgiveness and blessing and also to give it.  The soul group was the core, the pairing could not have been better.

- Steve

 

I’ve been through one of the most challenging weekends.  Through it I’ve been strengthened and gained a greater sense of God’s purpose for my life.

 –Billy

 

I was encouraged, challenged and used by Him. 

- Kurt

 

Amazing!  Life Changing- All protocols either dug into what issues I knew I had or uncovered new wounds. Thankful- Thankful for new gifts and increased clarity as to my purpose.

- Todd

 

The fruit of what I’ve seen is great. God revealed and refined me and countless others.

-Morgan

 

A transforming experience.  A revelation occurred, my eyes were opened and I experienced healing.  I am a MARKED MAN FOR CHRIST!

-Jason  

 

Positive!  I am thankful for the roto-rooter He did in my heart.  I came angry and burnt.  I am leaving set free with a deeper capacity to serve.       

-Ross

 

Identified where some anger comes from and have begun the healing process.  Realized that I am for sure marked and set apart for Christ, and this knowledge has given me strength and courage. My stubbornness was challenged. The principle of meekness was challenged, tested.

-Donny

 

 

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February

 

2007 (Kansas City, KS)

One word; AMAZING!!

During this MMFC weekend, JESUS delivered new levels of freedom for me that I so desperately needed.  Freedom to love, receive love and to be loved.  Freedom that every man needs.  A MUST, A NECESSITY!  To really live for JESUS, to live for love, you have to dive into your heart.  MMFC is an amazing ministry for men, by men, with men that ushers freedom into the hearts of men (through the Holy Spirit)!

Dustin (Wknd #30)

 

Opened my heart and my eyes so I can have a deeper relationship with HIM!  On Sunday, I was reminded that I should strive to be more like CHRIST, and to carry the message of HIS love for us all!

Don (Wknd #30)

 

My MMFC Weekend was very powerful; HE brought me peace and confirmed that I am worthy!  This 44-hours was an opportunity for CHRIST to speak healing love and wholeness into my life and for me to carry away blessings that I would not receive by any other means.

Greg (Wknd #30)

 

An experience to become part of something BIGGER than yourself.  I knew something was coming, but didn’t’ expect this...if felt like a ton of bricks being lifted off of me!Kylan (Wknd #30)

 

An AWESOME experience!  The 1st day of the rest of your life!

Ramie (Wknd #30)

 

It was an excellent weekend for me!  MMFC helped me process some shortcoming in my life that I had been struggling to get my arms around.  Friend, MMFC is a potentially life-changing weekend where you learn to discover, accept, and embrace your brokenness whatever it may be.  Saturday morning (before breakfast) was one of my favorite times.  I just felt the gentle hand of JESUS on my heart...!

Dale (Wknd #30)

 

I am more healed TODAY than when I got here!  I can’t begin to describe how it felt...it was AWESOME!

Eric (#1,000_Wknd #30)

 

GREAT EXPERIENCE as GOD used this weekend to bring healing to a wound I have carried 35-years. This is a weekend where one, in an environment of trust and safety; one is invited and challenged to remove masks and get real with yourself and GOD!Dustin (Wknd #30)

 

JESUS made me aware that there is such a thing as true man-to-man fellowship beyond just shallow, surface conversations.

Rich (Wknd #30)

 

JESUS gave me a connection to a group pf vibrant, caring men – a chance to know that I am not alone in my daily struggles.  Finally, I have an awareness of my humanity that JESUS LOVES ME in spite of my flaws and weaknesses.  What a blessing to really feel that strength in my gut!!  What a unique opportunity that focuses on the trials of being a “man” in today’ world and how to navigate the daily challenges and temptations.

James (Wknd #30)

 

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January

 

2007 (Bailey, CO)

Thank you for sharing Christ's love with me this past weekend. It was truly a transformative, powerful and life-changing weekend -- like being born again; again. I thought I had a strong and open relationship with Christ before, but that was like a thimbleful compared to the fire hose I'm hooked up to now. WOW!

Chris

 

Simply LIFE CHANGING … Much of what happened was uncomfortable but necessary and effective to continue to push, encourage me toward the goal Christ Jesus has set for me.  Saturday evening, I experience camaraderie rarely experienced even in “Christian circles.”  Affirming, edifying and much of what should be a regular occurrence in Christian circles.

Paul

 

Very simply, LIFE CHANGING!  It is intense and not for the cowardly.  It requires courage to break through the defenses we’ve grown accustomed to rely upon – and get to the heart.  I am deeply grateful and hopeful.  This weekend helped me apply the faith I profess from my head to my heart.

Jeff

 

JESUS really touched my heart and make room for himself. In doing so, I have realized a lot I need to work on, but a huge weight is off of my shoulders!  An everlasting brotherhood!  These are the “quickest” brothers I’ve ever made.

Ryan

 

This was a weekend truly filled with God’s LOVE and His presence.  An unbelievable experience that must be given to everyone.

Dave

 

I don’t have words to appropriately describe the depth of God’s healing and the joy of the Holy Spirit I have been given over the course of this weekend! Life changing.  Men of God intervened in my life, allowing God to do His healing work.

Brian

 

This was the most powerful 44-hours of my life!

I went from a shamed anger man hiding behind a mask of deceit and denial to a man who can accept and forgive myself and others.  More importantly, I can love and be loved again!  The most powerful experience a man can have!

Peter

 

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November 2006 (Indiana)

 

Brother, what a GREAT WEEKEND!  Man, what a blessing! My wife is grateful as well. She has noticed a new gentleness in me because I am not angry anymore.  The light of Christ exercise was amazing!

John (youth minister) (Nov 2006 – Wknd #28 – Indiana)

 

Unexplainable! Really, it (MMFC Weekend) is an experience of a life time!  Something that will never be forgotten.  The exercises on Saturday, changed my life! I’m a NEW MAN!  I will be a better husband, father and son.  Receiving gifts is always hard for me, but receiving the gifts form Christ and other brothers was a great experience. I feel and am a new man for Christ and in Christ!

Craig (Nov 2006 – Wknd #28 – Indiana)

 

AMAZED at the healing power of  CHRIST that took place in myself as well as my brothers!  Difficult emotionally yet worth every ounce of strength it took to bear it all and receive HIS GIFTS!  

Michael (Nov 2006 – Wknd #28 – Indiana)

 

Life altering experience!  Very powerful for me.  I’ve discovered things about myself and confronted them head on, things I knew existed but didn’t’ know how or even if I wanted to open up.  If you desire to be closer to GOD, closer to your family and friends, or if you need peace of heart this (MMFC) weekend that will move you in the right direction!

Michael (Nov 2006 – Wknd #28 – Indiana)

 

This is the best $195 and 44-hours you could spend in a lifetime!  I leaned a lot about how to keep on my path through scripture and wisdom! 

Lee (Nov 2006 – Wknd #28 – Indiana)

 

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November 2006 (Bailey, CO)

 

There are no words that describe this (MMFC) weekend.

I came in a broken lonely man and walked out with FULL FAITH that JESUS CHRIST has my heart, soul and, is my rock and salvation!  Marked Men For Christ (ministry) has changed my life forever!

Bob

 

April 2006 (LMCC)

 

WOW!    Of all the men’s retreats and Company team building weeks I have

attended, I have never had a bunch of strangers affect my life in such a

short time, I did not want to leave. God led me to the exact place I needed to bring my faith back in line and encouraged me to the point of when I left the weekend I cried when I said good-bye to men I have known for only 44 hours.  I am going back to the ministries I left.  Thank you for saving my Christian life and restarting my Man Life!

May God bless you, your ministry and your families

Bruce (April 30, 2006)

The MMFC Weekend was a phenomenal experience! JESUS revealed HIS love!  Man, it is a must experience.  An opportunity to connect with your true self by emptying your heart of any hindrances (anger, shame, sadness, fear, etc.) and to experientially give God the space to fill us with HIS love in order to hear HIS voice and to be a man of God, a warrior for Jesus Christ!

Achile (April 30, 2006)

 

2.5 days for authentic transformation.  One of the BEST weekends of my life!

Jesus allowed me to truly be authentic to all HIM to heal me! …and, to connect deeply with other men of faith.

Mark (April 30, 2006)

 

My Jesus has filled my cup with Joy, Peace, Hope and HE has HEALED my wounds and removed fear.  I am no longer the same.  HE is with mea ndI am with my brothers!

Kefa (Kenya pastor-April 2006)

 

Very experiential, individually and corporately unique, head disconnect and heart connect.  Fulfilling, spiritual, encouraging, affirming, confirming, focused insightful and wise.

Greg (April 30, 2006)

 

AWESOME!  A real time of connectedness…just what I needed.  A chance for you to become more like CHRIST and less like you.

Russell (April 30, 2006)

 

I received awesome revelations of HIS character and mine.  HE showed me ay deepest root and gave me the courage to confront it (root cause) until my cup is empty.  What AWESOME ministry to bring us together with our ultimate mentor (Jesus) for manhood.

Sky (April 30, 2006)

 

This weekend will be a milestone for the rest of my life!  After this weekend I can say that I now understand my purpose. (It is) WILD!  Only come if you’re ready for a change!

Greg (April 30, 2006)

 

It was INCREDIABLE!!

Hector (Asst. Rabbi Messianic Jews – April 30, 2006)

 

My overall reaction begins with an awe of the healing power of CHRIST!  I didn’t know about my wounds, and Jesus revealed to me wounds that I have.  HE has started a restoration in me!

Luke (April 30, 2006)

 

LOVED IT!  I was scared and cynical. God answered my prayer to belong - I am a MAN - I need other men and they need ME!

Gary (April 30, 2006)

 

 

 

 

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March 2006

 

Transformed and renewed!  To see true release and find freedom in Christ Jesus!  …Soul changing!

Ryan (CO – March 2006)

 

OUTSTANDING!  A life changing experience!

Bob (CO – March 2006)

 

The Lord used this weekend to make a HUGE impact in my life!  This (MMFC) weekend was the most effective use of 44-hours that I’ve ever experienced!

Kim (CO – March 2006)

 

Jesus searched my soul and showed me the truth and healed my wounds!

Gary (CO – March 2006)

 

I came skeptical, I left hopeful.  What more needs to be said? God sent men to find the lost sheep wondering in the wilderness!

Mark

 

(CO – March 2006)

EXILERATING!  God’s mercy and grace is overwhelming!

Mark (CO – March 2006)

 

TRANSFORMING!  The MMFC weekend gets you out of yourself and gets God inside of you!

Steve (CO – March 2006)

 

 

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February 2006 (Kansas City, KS)

 

My Brothers and Teachers, Thank you for the gift of this past weekend.  The word 'thanks' cannot convey my depth of emotion and gratitude, but will have to suffice as I have none better.

I have lived most (if not all?) of my adult life under the pretense of 'free your mind, and the rear-end will follow.'  How wrong I have been!  The truth is 'free your heart through Him, and your rear-end AND mind will follow.'  To think (dare I say believe?) my mind was 'the key' was the height of my human arrogance, and is my greatest shame.

I have fought and rejected Him through ego and pseudo-intellectualism.  Yet He stuck by me.  I consciously realized all of this, this weekend.  Amen.  Thank you Lord Jesus for not taking away Your love while I arrogantly and foolishly withheld mine from You!  This I testify with brothers as witness.  By His grace alone I have my abilities.  And by His grace I've been blessed with my tribulations.  Praise be the Father, the Son and the Spirit and their presence this weekend! I was thrown, not by coincidence, into the crucible of this past weekend with my 'angry band of brothers' for many reasons, and I thank each of you men from the very depths of my soul for it's creation.  I humbly ask Him to bless you.

To build physical muscle and technique, I shock the muscle then tear it down before building it back up through further repetitive training.  Thank you for shocking, tearing down, and ultimately starting the building back up process for my very soul through this profound, mysterious and most wonderful ministry!

A newly and greatly-humbled brother in Christ, & I'm in!

P.S. For whatever it is worth, my wife told me yesterday "I'm not certain what they did to you over the weekend.  But they did it right!"

Bob (Kansas City – Feb. 2006)

 

Jesus opened my HEART!  My whole life I have lived in my head.

Jack (Kansas City – Feb. 2006)

 

AMAZING!  Never have I ever felt more at peace and in touch with myself.  I proudly say that I am a changed man for GOD and I will go out and proclaim HIS glory!

Felix (Kansas City – Feb. 2006)

 

God delivered exactly what I needed and I was on the edge of my seat the whole time!  I need to attach ALL 5-wounds and God provided what I needed through the weekend format and the excellent staff – PRAISE GOD!

Dan (Kansas -- 2006)

 

An awesome men’s retreat!

It will renew your strength and help you to heal your soul though the LOVE and WORD of JESUS CHRIST!

Kevin (Kansas City – 2006)

 

UNBELIEVABLE! 

The MMFC weekend experience is PRICELESS!

Timothy (Kansas City – 2006)

 

Jesus Christ gave me peace of mind and a new sense of direction.  I feel like a weight has been removed from my shoulders. Christ has revealed to me that HE has my back (covered).

Rocky (Kansas City – 2006)

 

MMFC Weekend is like a workout for the soul & spirit!  As with building muscles. The soul grows by shocking it, tearing it down and then building it back up.  MMFC is very effective in accomplishing this growth!

Bob (Kansas City – 2006)

 

 

 

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January 2006 (Pastors)

 

Just wanted to tell you that out of the spiritual formation conferences, retreats, and any thing else, even boot camp, this last week (MMFC phase 1) was the most powerful experience I ever had!!!!

Paul (pastor - Jan. 2006)

The (MMFC) experience literally changed my life!

It helped me discover both the glorious and ugly truth about myself, as well as allowing me to discover with fresh eyes the glorious truth of how much GOD loves me – even in my deepest darkest shame and brokenness.

Michael (minister – Jan. 2006)

 

“Overwhelming!  Powerful and Healing!

I came as a skeptic and left as a BELIEVER (in MMFC ministry)!

Paul (pastor – Jan 2006)

 

It was intense!  It was just what I needed.  Walls crumbled. Chains were smashed.

I was built up and healed!

John (minister – Jan. 2006)

 

A deeply Spiritual experience for me. I’m no longer afraid – praise you JESUS!

My soul group was essential for me to help me get in touch with my woundedness and they confirmed my gifts – praise you Jesus!

Ken (pastor – Jan. 2006)

 

What an AWESOME EXPERIENCE of BROTHERHOOD, HEALING and FREEDOM!  I walk away a more empowered man of GOD!  One of the greatest experiences of my life!

Steve (minister – Jan. 2006)

 

An authentic opportunity to bare one’s soul and name all wounds/weaknesses, becoming vulnerable enough to trust others seeing you as you are.  And, supporting and restoring you by their goodness and love.  All rooted in GOD’s LOVE and MERCY for all of us!

Mark (pastor – Jan. 2006)

 

I had a great time!  I met men who were open and vulnerable, and it created an atmosphere for me to open up from my heart.  AWESOME!  The speaking (of God’s gifts) into my life by Godly men set the tone for my future!

Bill (pastor – Jan. 2006)

 

 

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November 2005

 

I have just came off the greatest weekend experience in my entire life! 

I have never felt as loved and affirmed by 97 men who were just like the father and brothers I never had. This ministry could put all the counselors out of business.  It is a; wound identifying, healing, supporting and affirming ministry "experience".  I say that because it is not head knowledge. I felt "unshackled", healing, affirmation, unconditional love and acceptance.  I shed more tears in three days then the last three years.  It was God honoring.  I felt the power of the Holy Spirit strong on me and from and through the men as a whole and in our small group made up of 5 new men and 2 facilitators.

The wounds we addressed were fear, deceit, anger, shame, and sadness from what we lost in our life.  Then from that we went on from the healing of those wounds to the gifts God has given to us (as in the deposit of the Holy Spirit) and how we will use the gifts or "talents" the master has given us to multiply them in others. All these things were acted out in specific one on one or group interaction. This got real deep into our hearts.   I think I have found the ministry opportunity I have been looking to invest in after 35 years in various ministries including The Navigators, Stephen Ministry, and as a Hospice volunteer.  Thanks for your passion and love of the Lord.

Touched by the Master,

Dennis (Nov '05)

 

It is the most impactful event in my walk with Christ since it began nearly 30-years ago.  I will be eternally grateful. 

Eric (Nov. '05)

 

One of God's sovereign surprises!  Unique in it's comprehensive and deep addressing of what we Christian men absolutely must have.  I'm so thankful that the co-founders have received this vision from God. Now, I know that Marked Men For Christ is a prime instrument of God for revival.  The clarification of my personal mission is a part of that!

David   (Nov. '05)

 

WOW!!  God was here in all HIS power and all HIS grace.  I loved the gifts of wisdom and sharing with each other on how we see the light of Christ in one another.

Michael  (Nov. '05)

 

Wow, it was powerful.  Great experience and a lot of hard work.  I'm leaving here without the baggage I came with.  It is staying on the mountain and has been replaced with a new sense of purpose and love from GOD!

Cory  (Nov. '05)

 

 

 

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September 2005

 

Dear MMFC Staff,

Words are inadequate to describe the WEEKEND I just experienced.  But so is describing God.  Thank you for all the hard work, hours of prayer and love that I saw and felt.

This is a ministry that needs to GROW FAST so we can have an army ready to deal with what's about to happen.  The light is getting lighter and the dark is also getting darker; what a great opportunity for HIS army to bring souls into HIS kingdom.  All we need is healthy/whole warriors... Thank you for being a "hospital for sinners" -- restoring us so we can accomplish our purpose with passion. 

In HIS service,

Dave (Sept 2005)

 

AWESOME experience!  I have never done so much work on myself so intensely at a given time.  A true GIFT from GOD!!!

Larry (Sept 2005)

 

This is a weekend that every man should experience!

This has been a weekend that showed me who I was and now who I am...I am on FIRE now!  A feeling of belonging to a brotherhood that is committed to Jesus Christ and HIS marked men!

Derek (Sept 2005)

 

Thank you all for the most SPIRIT-FILLED and moving weekend of my life!

I anxiously await Phase 2.  God bless this ministry!

Mark (Sept 2005)

 

I want to thank the team (staff) for the most spiritual and healing time of my life! 

Christ is within me, and I am truly a Marked Man for Christ.  THANK YOU!

Your brother in Christ

Ric (Sept 2005)

 

Overwhelmed!  It's not the first program that has touched my heart, but definitely the first one that PENETRATED it!

My heart is on-FIRE!  Emptied of anger and poisonous hatred and replaced with God's LOVE! 

Stephen (Sept 2005)

 

The MMFC weekend; is the BEST thing I have ever done for myself and my family!

I was ready for whatever Christ was going to put me through. That first staff man's eyes told me my soul was going to be opened.  Inspiring!  I have a new purpose and usefulness in Christ!

Bill (Sept 2005)

 

 

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August 2005 (TN)

 

One word ……………… UNWOUND!

I had some idea of the stress level in my life prior to attending the MMFC weekend. But I had no idea how bad it was and how horribly it was affecting my life and those around me UNTIL I was able to feel and experience life AFTER the weekend. I felt as though years of a slow tightening grip of stress had suddenly been loosened and I was filled – honestly, for the first time in my life - with what I perceive to be the peace of God! I feel as though I have been through some sort of detoxification process. I remember driving home with a buddy from the weekend and saying, “you know people are going to look at us funny when they see us walking around with this silly grin on our faces”, but that’s how it is with the weekend. You get your smile back that may have been missing for a long time.

I was doubly blessed by being able to attend and go through this process with someone I love and see God work in both our lives. It is one thing to reap the benefits yourself, but it is an even greater joy to see God heal someone you love. I encourage men to go experience this for themselves and maybe even go with a brother, or a son, or a father, or a best friend if possible.

David

 

#1 -- What is DIFFERENT about me after having spent 44-hours on the MMFC weekend?

Was it only 44 hours?  In many ways it seemed more like a week of intensive training in understanding myself and my Lord, and learning to look at my brothers in a new way.  I have a greater and deeper understanding of how deep some of my wounds go.  I see much more clearly that my anger, for instance, is not something to be managed, but rather to be explored in the light of the grace of Christ.

Only His grace can overcome my wounds, since only He can redeem my wounds and enable me to glorify Him through them.  I also see that He put me into “community” to help me explore these wounds honestly and without feeling the need to wear a facade that communicates I am sufficient on my own.  I need my brothers, not just to have a good time or to feel better, but because they help me survive.  We help each other to survive.  I am important to their survival, just as they are to mine.  I did not think of my value in that way before.

 #2 -- If you could tell a brother the one reason why they should attend a MMFC weekend -- what would I tell him?

Never in your life will you experience a period of such intense understanding of why you are the way you are, and that you are not alone.  You will be in a group of men committed to being genuine and authentic – without regard to how it looks.  Our wounds are not pretty, but they can bring glory to the Lord as He begins to heal them, and they are not all that unique.  Many of your brothers struggle with the same issues, but we all tend to struggle alone, becoming more and more frustrated with our inability to understand our wounds.  You have men who will come along side of you and will help you without doing your work for you, but not judging you for the path you must walk either.  And, they will help you walk the path that the Lord directs. 

As a marked man for Christ, I am here to co-create a world of peace and love by modeling wisdom and strength through compassionate care for those near and far. I am looking forward to Phase 2!

In His Grip,

Bill R.

 

 

It brings me great joy to be involved in work surely inspired by the Holy Spirit.  I feel honored, blessed, and infinitely strong because of my affiliation with Marked Men for Christ ministry.  Prior to Nov. 2003 (my initial MMFC weekend), I was uncertain that anyone had the ability to rise from the dead.  I am now certain that He did; and did so as a model for me and many others.

In His name,

Chuck G.

(TN staff man)

 

 

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May 2005

 

 The healing I received was priceless. If they made a Master Card commercial out of it it probably would sound something like this.  

 

Fuel expenses for a trip, Cost  ...$20.00

 

A lifelong chip on my shoulder from deep unaddressed wounds, Cost...possibly a marriage. 

 

Deception, Fear, Anger, Loss/Sadness, and Shame building up for years, Cost....My happiness, self respect, love for myself and others and closeness to God.

 

One weekend at a Marked Men for Christ retreat..... PRICELESS

 

I can't tell you the impact this weekend had on my life. My wife is wondering who this new man is sleeping next to her. She can't believe the change. I can't believe the change.

Marked Men is the answer to what I have been searching for. Not only for myself, but for other men.

I give Glory to God for Marked Men For Christ. There is no way this ministry can continue and I not be a part of it. Not only for my continued healing, but for the opportunity for me to be a tool in the Kingdom of GOD to help my fellow brothers.

May God bless you all that staff this awesome ministry of Marked Men for Christ!

Todd W. (May 2005)

 

You see, of late (before MMFC) it was hard for me to find God in my daily life …

Maybe I was intimidated, maybe I was afraid I would feel God in my life again and therefore be accountable, I’m not totally sure. The irony of this is, when I DO feel accountable, when I take away my masks, I like myself better. It’s easier for me to feel God in my life when I’m honest with God and myself. Which is, undeniably, what the Marked Men For Christ weekend did for me.

From May 27th to May 29th, 2005, I was honored to meet 36 other men who were similar to me, yet different. We were different in the way that we’re our own unique man, but we were all similar in that we were riding the Marked Men For Christ wave just to see where it would take us. I can’t speak for the other 36 men, only myself, but that wave took me to a beautiful mountain where I was honest with God, other men and myself. Maybe for some people this isn’t scary … for me, it was. But the other side of fear, once I made it through, is heavenly.

... a lesson that was taught to me by MY Marked Men For Christ weekend, that God is always there … just look. Just open your eyes, or maybe even close them, and look. And, when you realize this, as I finally did, you feel like you’re not just a team of one anymore. You’re a team with God, yourself and all the other Christian men, and women, that have faith … or want faith.

I bless all of you for praying for me during the weekend, I’m sure some of those prayers probably assured that I turned left on route 68, instead of just continuing along HWY 285. Because of your support, as well as the support of the 36 other men who committed to our weekend, I found God again. What a beautiful thing!

My name is Ryan S. and I'm alive and faithful! (May 2005)

 

My verse for this weekend was Luke 24:32 "... were not our hearts burning inside us while we were with him ..." (slightly paraphrased).  This is how I feel on the weekend -- my heart BURNING INSIDE as I surrender myself as an instrument to Jesus Christ to heal other men for His glory.

It is an honor to serve with you all.  May God's abundance pour over you.

Ray R. (staff man May 2005)

 

My experience with the MMFC weekend was very beautiful and wonderful.  I arrived Friday as a man full of doubt but a man full of hope at the same time. The doubt was that this weekend may not be the answer to my prayers and a hope that it was what I had been looking for all my life.  I was a broken wounded man void of all emotions.  My heart and soul felt dark and empty.  I was filled with a lifetime of anger and self hatred.  I was desperate and feared that the anger and hatred would eventually consume me and destroy me. 

I believe that God has been calling me to that mountain for the last 9 months, and he sent one of his apostles to guide me there. This man told me to trust the process and to make a journey of 14 inches.  The distance from your head to your heart.  I accepted that challenge and operated solely from my heart for the entire weekend.  Leaving my comfort zone of thinking only from my head; I faced my fears and risked everything to attain the healing I so badly desired and needed.  MMFC helped me face the darkness in me. I came for one reason and it was to face one of my deepest wounds, I soon found out I was in for more than that.  Jesus Christ and the MMFC leadership team took me on an intense and emotional journey.  A journey to the depths of my heart and soul.  My walls were lowered and my masks removed. I cried many tears in the 44 hours I spent with those men and did some gut wrenching painful work.  At times I feared that I couldn't take seeing anymore pain or bear the sight of the real man I saw behind my defenses.  It would have been easy to run because that is what I have always done.  Instead I continued my journey and faced not just one of my wounds (anger) but I faced all 5 of my wounds.  By Sunday afternoon I had been torn down to my core and rebuilt into a new creation. 

There is now a major difference between Jesus and me. I discovered that Jesus had been in my life the whole time but my sins and my guilt blinded me and kept me from seeing Him.  I felt unworthy of his love, I thought I was a worthless pathetic man and how could anyone including Christ love a man like me.  Jesus Christ entered my heart and soul that weekend and filled me with love and healing.  I had never truly seen Jesus because I refused to travel to my heart to find him, instead I lived in my head where it was safe and no one could hurt me.  When I finally allowed myself to enter my heart it was there that I saw Him waiting for me with open loving arms.  We embraced and He held me close the entire weekend.  I am now a changed man and I am committed to continue the journey I started on the mountain through all the follow-up programs MMFC has to offer. I don't ever want this feeling taken away from me.  I feel Christ in my life for the first time and I don't want to lose it.

Those 67 men (30 staff, and 37 missionaries) that shared their life, their brokenness and their wounds with me gave me a beautiful gift that I can never repay.  One way I can repay the love that I received is to give it back.  I want to help MMFC bring more men to this life altering experience. I want to use my pain and brokenness to bring men to a healing of their hearts and souls.

 

 

 I recommend this weekend to any man who feels wounded and broken and is willing to trust the process and travel the 14 inches from their head to their heart.  It’s truly a miracle and you won't believe the change that will occur in you until you experience a MMFC weekend.  Spend the money, take the time, it will be money and time well spent.  The dividends you will receive in return are priceless. If a man is willing and committed to make that journey for 44 hours than their life will be totally transformed.  It is the most rewarding journey I have ever made and I know its going to make me a better husband, father, and friend. 

Scott  H. (May 2005)

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April 2005

 

“Great experience, I have NEVER felt this CLOSE to men and JESUS!

 

I was in a bible study, attend church, but identifying my wounds and realizing Jesus is there to help me (heal)!” 

 

Ray H. (April ’05)

 

 

“Absolutely the most worthwhile experience of my spiritual life!  Thank you!

 

I feel transformed, renewed!”

 

Bob (April ’05)

 

 

 

WOW!  Right on the mark.  This is what  I was looking for!

 

I leave renewed in the fact that my voids are now filled!

 

Ray V. (April ’05)

 

 

 

"Sunday (MMFC weekend), I lay prostrate before the cross, I poured out any distractions, tension and scattered thoughts after I had staffed this weekend. I asked Jesus to fill me with my request of recent weeks ... FIRE and GRACE to do His Will. In my heart, He smiled and said He would give me neither of the things I asked at that moment. Instead, He gave me what I needed ... and a slow river of PEACE flowed over and through me that I had never felt before. I know it is of Him, as it wasn't just a silent peace, but a moving, flowing, powerful serenity - yet my words are insufficient to encompass it. Amazing is our God!"

Mike (MMFC staff April '05)

 

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February 2005 (Woodworth, LA)

 

Oh what a weekend.  I went places I would never have thought I would go. I saw Jesus face to face, and I saw two of my best friends changed forever. I thought I would die for these men before, but now I know I would give my life for them and all the other men at this weekend.  

The doubt I had before I came is now gone and God's Favor has taken its place with a confidence that is above all because I am walking with Jesus. 

All men should attend this weekend so they can be better servants, husbands, men and leaders within their church.

Be Strong and love like Jesus,

George from Tennessee (men's minister)

 

"A great weekend that re-fueled my passion and love for Christ, HIS ministry

and my masculine heart!"

Jeremy

 

"Deep Spiritual, Godly, wonderful experience!!"

Paul

 

"Very challenging and very rewarding.  It touched me deeply

in ways that I would not have expected. I am a STRONGER MAN

in Christ because of what you did, through the Lord, and how you did it."

James

 

"The BEST THING I have EVER DONE!"

Kurt

 

"Powerful!  I have not felt this good since my son was born!"

Chris

 

"Best weekend I've ever experienced -- FANTASTIC!

I have never been brought to a holy sense like I was on Sunday."

Butch

 

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November 2004

 

“I feel like I had open heart surgery and God (the physician) replaced my heart with a new one that will last forever!  I feel like I have the tools needed to go out and be Christ-like to all.  I am not alone anymore and HE will never leave me.”

Bob

 

“It changed my life!  I had burdens I carried and added to for 45-years.  I finally feel relief.  I am also encouraged, not like I ever had been before, to move on past these things and not slip back – I made changes according to Jesus’ will.”

Paul

 

“What a BLESSING – through this ministry!

I went to a new place, and surrendered to Jesus.  I cant’ do it on my own and need my brothers (in Christ) to help me!  God loves me and has blessed me with gifts to carryout HIS witness to others!”

Chuck

 

“Life CHANGING – thank you!  JOY – JOY – JOY – optimism, a hope I haven’t experienced in many years!”

Rick

 

“WOW!!! What a great weekend!!!

Words can not explain the experience. Through this weekend, I was able to get rid of some of the yuk in my cup and let Jesus in. His LOVE and PEACE is overwhelming. Sunday morning, I found a card, from my wife. For 19 years, she’s been at my side, supporting me, believing in me. However, until this weekend, nothing was good enough; I didn’t believe I was good enough. I didn’t love my self and kept myself numb, and could not accept the love from others, even Jesus. Thanks for all your hard work.”

Chuck

 

“For the first time in many years I was able to totally cleanse my heart and bring in God’s love!”

Chris

 

 

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Sept 2004

 

“The most wonderful enlightening experience I’ve ever had!

This experience has helped me to embrace and face a lifetime of sadness and pain.”

Pete (Sep. ’04)

 

“Fulfilling, inspirational, educational, uplifting, and interestingly different.

The session put me in touch with feelings that I did not even know I was harboring.  It knocked down a lot of “DO Not Trespass” signs.

I’m glad a came.  I have a better understanding of my wound and weaknesses and how they are healed.”

Rufus (Sep. 04)

 

“I had a life changing experience!  Two years ago I gave my life to God, I had unknowingly only given my mind, after the weekend I have offered my HEART!

I am now a more complete man for Jesus Christ!”

Tim (Sept. ’04)

 

“Amazing, Impactful, Exhilarating and Draining.  I came in with a fear of not knowing…  I am leaving with Hope, some light to trusting others, incredible fellowship…”

Floyd (Sep. ’04)

 

“Not what I expected – it exceeded it!   Thanks for the incredible gifts of worship, singing, and verbal gifts…. It was awesome!”

Rick (Sept. ’04)

 

 

 

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July 2004 (Victoria, KS)

 

Mark Roberti newspaper article (July 2004)

 

 

"Sunday's activities on the MMFC weekend took to me to a level never experienced before...Wow!

I applaud your creativity and depth of exercise to reach your fellow man's soul in the manner you've set out. 

I'm so grateful to you and the MMFC staff.  Keep the energy up as there remains many a man awaiting this opportunity...they just don't know it yet."  

Dan (Kansas '04)

 

 

 

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May 2004

 

Brothers;

If you would have told me a week ago that I would be experience such joy, peace and pure thrill in my walk with Christ, I would never have believed it.  I know that it is a gift from God, but I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for allowing God to use you as a conduit for His Spirit.

I am so excited for what is to come, I can hardly wait! I went to my first Phase 2 (Soul) group Wednesday, and it truly exceeded my expectations.  My wife really enjoys the change, and wants me to go to the mountain every weekend!

Thank you, brothers, for being Marked Men For Christ!  I'M IN!!!

Walt  (May '04)

"I am a Chinese student studying in Denver Seminary.

 

The Weekend Experience is so powerful that I have a new understanding of 2 Corinthians 5:17:

"If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!"(NIV)

I left on Sunday afternoon really feeling that I have become a new creation, having experienced what it means to be in the Body of Christ (I think this is a major sense of the phrase "in Christ") throughout the process. I have encountered authentic brotherly love, healing, cleansing, and strengthening. Lord Jesus, thank you for guiding me to take part in such a transformational event."

Horace L (May 2004)

"As a staff person just having completed my second Weekend as a staff member, being on MMFC Weekend staff has been, and is, so important and valuable to my personal continued growth as a Christian man.  Not to staff is cheating myself, my family, those around me, and, most of all, Christ.  The MMFC programs, starting with the MMFC Weekend as Phase I, 10-week follow through Phase II, Phase III Soul Groups, together with weekend staffing, are one of the best ways to carry out Christ's word in Proverbs 27:17-"As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another."  Each Weekend as a staff member, I receive multiple gifts through the work of my new brothers and the experience of going through the Weekend protocol again and again.  I encourage my MMFC Brothers not to miss the opportunity to staff an upcoming MMFC Weekend."

RandyC (May 2004)

 

 

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April 2004

 

My life has and is changing moment by moment, I know I have a lot of work left but God will not leave me un finished I go on His word. My experience with all of you has been God sent and there for good. I will stay close to all of you as much as I can. I start level 2 soon and I am very excited. You all are truly doing Gods work and I will pray for all of you, thanks again and again, I consider you all as true friends and brothers.

 Lloyd (April 2004)

 

 

 

Something every man should do, I am a changed man and I know God better than ever before.  This weekend is led by the (Holy) Spirit!!!!"

Jim M (April 2004)

 

"I was truly transformed through all the experiential sessions. I can not thank you enough! (I) never felt more close, rested, transformed through the Wisdom, power and transforming work of the Holy Spirit."

Bret G. (April 2004)

 

 

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Feb 2004

 

"Please hear me when I say; the weekend experience was truly a life changing event. I have a new zeal for loving and serving our Lord Jesus Christ. In turn, I also have a new vision of my love for my wife."

I looked close in the mirror towards the end of the weekend and I truly saw a different man in the reflection. This could be interpreted as metaphoric comment, but I tell you, I still see a different face!- a purer gaze.

Likewise when I came home and I gazed into my wife’s eyes- she could see a different look from me. Furthermore, as I stood toe to toe, face to face with my wife of 14 years, she exclaimed “Wow! You’re taller than me… What Happened?!” Men I tell you I have been shorter than my wife for some time. That is, I remember being about the same height when first married and over the years I have gotten shorter. I now stand slightly taller than her. God has truly shaken me and gifted me with a more upright stature- emotionally, spiritually and yes even physically! Thanks be to God and to my MMFC brothers!  AMEN! 

SCOTT February 2004

 

 

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Nov 2003

 

I want to thank you for providing the opportunity and a path for me to find my life again.  Before I signed up for Marked Men for Christ, I was losing my family and felt alone.  I did not have a place to turn.  I thought that I had Jesus in my life, but that was only in words.  My experience with the men on my retreat gave me the courage and strength to open my wounds and share.  I did not have to live my life hiding and acting the way I thought people wanted me to be.

For the first time in my life, I truly felt that I have been forgiven for my sins and embraced by Jesus Christ.  My burden had been lifted and I realized that I can live with integrity and how freeing it is to be in truth.  I can be myself and be happy.  I feel that my life has been given back to me and now I can share my true self with my wife, family, friends and the men who have been there for me throughout the retreat and my Phase II work.  I look forward to giving back and being present for another man in need. Bless all of the men involved in this work.  This is the work of God.

Andrew 11/03

 

"I have long heard people claim to “know Jesus” but had never understood exactly what that meant. I always thought I “knew Jesus” but was rather private about it. I never felt that I should impose my beliefs on others. After my experience this weekend, I truly understand the joy of Christ and His healing power and I feel that I must share this joy with other men. In the past I would never wear any apparel which indicated my beliefs but now look forward to wearing my MMFC clothing so that it will act as a conversation starter.

 

Just know that you have saved my life and given it to Jesus. God bless you.

 

I understand that I experienced a rite passage this weekend that was long overdue. I cannot thank you enough for allowing me participate in the passage and joining this wonderful organization I have been seeking this my entire life. It is truly a gift from God. Thank you again."

 

Greg

 

It has been 2 months since I attended the Marked Men for Christ weekend.  Since that time my life has been completely transformed.  On the Friday that I was to depart for the weekend everything and every reason for me not to go was hitting me.  My last appointment for the day went long, traffic was as bad as I have ever seen it, I had not packed my bags.  I was leaving Aurora at 4:00 pm to drive to Littleton, pick up my clothes and be in Bailey by 5:20 pm.  That would be impossible.  I called you ready to cancel, but you calmly told me to get there as soon as I could.  I can tell you today the devil was at work that day trying to prevent me from attending.  He had a hold on me and I was almost ready to surrender.  Thanks be to God that I did not surrender.

After the weekend I was totally confused and lost, but knew I had found something.  I have struggled for many years trying to be a man, husband and father having never really had a good father figure, let alone anybody who could model for me an open love of Jesus Christ.  In addition to that, my family has dealt with the Alcoholism of my wife and the near destruction of my kids and myself for the last 3 years. 

My fear for years has been what I am modeling for my children and if I am an adequate man, husband and father.  What is my leave behind for them?  I have been called to my Father Almighty, our Lord Jesus Christ.  He is my father, my mentor, and he models that true love for me, which I can extend to others.  I have been challenged to show that to my children and become the spiritual leader of my family and become a stronger man for God. 

I am happy to report that those things are happening and my life has never been better.  I have always been afraid to do these things.  I am no longer afraid.  I have Marked Men for Christ and Jesus to thank for my life.  I am so completely grateful for this gift. 

I have waited to contact you because I had work to do and I always will.  I have dealt with anger, fear, shame, sadness, loss and deceit.  What an awesome feeling to be able to recognize these feelings and hold them in front of me and deal with them.  I feel that I am on a clear path with my brothers, my family and Jesus.  As such, I would be extremely honored to join this ministry and have the privilege of helping other men experience this incredible gift.  In any small way that I can help this ministry and other men would be a true blessing.  Marked Men for Christ can call on me for service in any way you determine would be useful.

Thank you Steve, for your encouragement and calmness, while I was in a battle with the Devil to take my life back and put it in the hands of Jesus.  Marked Men for Christ entered my life at the perfect time.  I am grateful to all of you.

Thank You Jesus!!!! 

I am a Marked Man for Christ!

Brian

 

 

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Sept 2003

 

"I can't thank God enough for inspiring you with such a wonderful program of life for Christian men in today's world!  I had the joy of riding back with two other MMFC'ers, we laughed over the good times, delved into what the wounds to grace trip had meant for us.

One of the fellows brought up a good point: this apostolate is going to fill a great need in men's lives as time progresses with so much absentee-ism in today's fatherhood. The fact that many will grow up not knowing their father or knowing what fatherhood is, period. I'm very blessed to have had a caring father in my life even if he didn't know how to express his love for me with positive and loving reinforcements.

I want to thank you for helping me get in touch with my wounds. It wasn't an easy adventure to begin, but I see now how very necessary it was for me!

God bless you and your family!

Your MMFC brother!"

Jesse

 

'As we huddled as a staff for the last time on Sunday and literally fell to our knees -- I was overcome with a wash of the Spirit.  I was expecting to feel the relief and weight of the work of the weekend to be lifted from me.  What I experienced was far different. The words which I heard were "Will you throw you life in for Me?"  The river of tears that fell to the ground drew from me the word 'Yes'.   Yes to this continuing and vital work.   Yes to men who need the Power, Light and Strength of Jesus Christ. Yes to anything He would ask.  A whisper was all I could muster, but the whisper was yes.'

Out in power and strength in Jesus,

living with intent and purpose,

your brother,

Brian (Sept. staff man)

 

 

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April 2003

 

"MMFC was a powerful weekend, and the best example I've ever experienced of hands-on, experiential learning. At every point, it drew us back to a focus on our relationship with Jesus Christ. What a unique gift "Marked Men for Christ" is, with incredible potential for nation-wide impact." 

Warren

 

"The weekend gave me great 'inner gifts' that I had not planned on receiving.   By being a "man of service" behind the scenes (i.e. not part of the Soul Group), God gave me the gift of time to dig deeper into my wounds and become more clear on my Godly mission.  It also gave me a good lesson in how to still serve others but not be in the limelight!!  That is my shadow (sin) as a "2" on the Enneagram scale in that I want to serve, but I want all the stroking and attaboys that come with serving in the limelight! This past weekend gave me so much light, I feel like God is giving me a Spiritual sunburn!!" 

KK = April Staff man

 

So many wonderful, powerful and spirit-filled moments have unfolded in the soul group.  First, the protocols continue to provide a safe place for us (and me) to work through issues.  Second, the bible study brings the scriptures into each of our lives and reminds us how impactful the scriptures are for us (and me) each day.  Third,  the soul group has become close.  I believe that we are accountable to each other.  Fourth, the team leaders Joe, Doug and Brian work well together and with all of us. 

For me personally,  I have discovered areas in my professional, personal and spiritual life that need to be retooled, need to replaced and in some ways need to be removed.  Having to meet 10 consecutive weeks forces commitment.  A very good idea.  The gift I am receiving from doing my work is "clarity".  It is clear when I am in mission or not.  It is clear when I focus on God and my family and when I don't.  It is clear when I help my brother and when I do not.  

Steve.  Thank you for allowing the Spirit to move you into this ministry.  I am blessed to know you.  I am blessed to be a part of MMFC.  

Tom

 

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Feb 2003

 

Holiness:

"I never had another man look me in the eyes with laser-like eyes and read my soul.   It was so loving to have a man do this for me!"

John--Pastor

 

Wisdom Journey: In some of their (Wise Old Holy men) eyes, I saw INFINITY and FIRE.   If frail humans can carry so much divine, what must our Lord Jesus Christ' eyes' contain?"

John--Pastor

From Tim K:

"I witness the hunger that and passion that you and the team have to serve Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.   I am convinced that Marked Men for Christ is leading men to Jesus.   Setting men FREE from  the prisons brought about by a life of pain and suffering.   Now, we are set FREE.   Men helping men.  Christ leading the way!"

 

From Mike S.:

"I need to start by saying WOW and THANKS!   I now have further understanding of how the Spirit  places opportunity in front of me and how I simply need to receive His Grace and act upon it."

 

From: Jim R.:

I would like to take the opportunity to thank you for a wonderful, eye opening, heart throbbing weekend. I have been on a journey that has lasted 11 months and 6000 miles running from life only to find it bring me back home to Colorado; to bring a journey to an end and yet start a new one and I sincerely thank you and the staff for making this better than any "FEAR FACTOR" show could ever produce.   Sincerely A Marked Man For Christ!"

 

 

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Nov 2002

 

Thank you so much for all your time, prayers and energy that you and so many others have put into making this weekend work.  God was truly glorified this weekend and I received a healing beyond my greatest expectations.  This weekend, I let go of wounds and was able to forgive my mom.  I had been holding on to these wounds for at least 9 years and in some ways, much longer than that.  I also finally reached a point where I could grieve the death of my Mom.  In 2-1/2 years of MKP, staffing 8 weekends and up to 2 I-groups at times, I never even scratched the surface of this area in my life.  It was in shadow beneath

10 feet of concrete.  Frankly I did not want to let go and forgive.  My anger served me, or so I thought.  But for the healing power of Jesus Christ, I would still be suffering from that cancer called bitterness and unforgiveness.  Glory be to God for his grace, power and love!

I have already called two men, Mark ­­­­_____ and David _____, and asked them to come to the next weekend or the soonest one they can make happen.  I also want to talk to my brother who lives in Texas about it.

As such, please email me the sign up form for the weekend.  Also, if possible, email me the staff application form.  I hope to staff in September or November for sure and possibly April if you choose to do

that weekend.

Again thank you so very much.  Also, even though I cannot staff February, I want to offer my services in any way I can to support preparation for the weekend or anything else I am able to do for MMFC.

Mark

 

Words can do no justice to what I experienced with you this weekend. I participated as a staff member on this first Marked Man for Christ weekend, fully expecting to be a part of the instrument used to transform men. What I did not expect was the transformation in myself, continual as it may be, to be absolutely in mission, in power and purpose.  

To physically feel the healing, purifying and mystifying presence of Christ occur by and through my hands, alongside my disciple brothers, has changed me and taken me to that next step in my mission.  You have nurtured me, challenged me, empowered and encouraged me to be the best man, father, husband, follower AND leader that I can be.

I am overcome with gratitude to be on this path with you, this sacred and holy journey to bring men to their deep hearts, and into their authentic power and maturity. You brothers have gifted me and I look forward to taking many more breaths with you on this, our mission, to be a piercing light of Christ in a world seething in darkness. We are His light and power on this earth.

Brian S (staff)